My choices, thoughts today
My choices to be so snug and safe in this life at the monastery
versus the freedom, if irresponsible, and irrational, I used to
love, is telling me now what I gravitate towards when trying to
fully contain or support my life all things considered.
The family structure that I have in birth and the structure I find now at the monastery
a spiritual family is also important to digest.
I think the rationality and peace we seek in
A world with a crazy mind and body passions and imbalances like I have
is found through what we make
in our lives. I think we try and balance ourselves, somehow and someway.
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I am starting to see what I am like in life. My relationship with my body and mind is at odds a lot. I try and create rationality from the chaos I often feel. I like who am and try to put my best foot forward with others. Both Dad and Mom instilled this within me. I am very lucky to have such an upbringing. I am though very labile in my mind at times but I gather we all are to a certain extent. The fact that we may try something and fumble through does not mean it’s fake or we are fake, it’s the nature of human experience and ‘inexperience is part of the human experience.’ I’m reminded of the adage: “where does good judgment come from?
It comes from experience.
Where does experience come from? It comes from bad judgment!” Sending love and great big bear hugs!!
Hola Marcos,
Just sipping my cafecito & reading your words/looking some of them up lol
Giving you a big bear hug back (a bear hug from a chihuahua sized person lol)
Hope you have a good day <3
Thanks lil missy!!