malibumark

pain, play, structure, transition - the nature of workis getting started much like going to the gym - you just go through the motionsand you really can't wait for it to be over - but eventually you...

We just finished morning service.i am so grateful for this gentle hierarchy. It gives me a sense of place and a clearer filter for what is being said to me. Rather than requiring a kind of perfection...

Keep on keeping on!:)Sending good strength, good power and good vibes!

My mind was speeding up this morning without My ability to follow I felt so healthy at first today and thenThe crazy energy usurped it. Grateful to be among the sisters for hugs and love. But my...

I’m realizing I have my pattern of behavior per my own temperament Noticing my own patterns, once recognized, can be a firmament to stand on rather than creating a self fulfilling prophecy. I can...

I feel so grateful to be here.I feel at the whim of life right now but I thought to remember my thoughts from yesterday ‘That my philosophy and life’s work are my consolation’ I may have to go...

I was boiling over with energy and anger todaythinking about so many things...past...present...and future..I had a meeting with my therapist this evening...gratefullywe talked and I couldn't really...

i've been discussing with my therapist and very much beleivethat when you have mental healthy challengesthere is a characteristic of having a hard time establishing meaningfulrelationships. I say...

it's funny, I made my way home today from driving someone to Reagan Airport today.On the way back I found myself thinking about coming back home. I envisioned itwithin me as like being a kid...

sometimes I need to be selfish-sometimes I need to just relax and give myself thingsthat give peace, joy, energy, beauty and good vibes to myself.

I'm starting to feel reconciled enough to life now, that I'm starting to appreciate the questions and experimentation as much as the answers.

I wrote this down, it inspires me:“It’s funny, I find that if I think about Blue as being like a special needs child I can appreciate him so much! I understand him more too. I can’t expect him...

oh boy, starting the day here - because the monastery is on lockdown because we all havecovid - the mornings are kind of up to us to fill up in our rooms.I've taken a shower and dressed and because I...

i've realized that we all have need - and our needs can overwhelm usbut if I give my need some intention i can move forward effectively in lifegive it purpose or intentionit helps

THANK YOU. Thank you for helping me express and be aware of my need and cognition and then direct me to turn it into something positive and productive. I know I need to go for my goals - and I am SO...