malibumark

He's a fantastic monastic!

I think I am starting to realize - just as I was resourceful at work yesterday when I decidednot to self abuse to get the work done but to find purposeful positive motivation to get on with my work...

I went on a series of errands today.One of which was stopping at a salon to getmy hair cut.I haven't been to a salon in years nor in public much aside from the job,I felt the social pressure out...

Work went ok today after I was left alone to do it.I really didn't like it - but then the persistence at doingit finally melted away the dislike and I kind of just relaxed but ferventlygot it done.I...

Taking care of my feelings and and keeping steady is definitely like another job, a second job.

I know the day will come when my therapist will not be available for me.i was behind the iconostasis today and my body was 'full hunger'. I wanted to be free, I wanted to feel satisfied and my...

I totally unraveled this morningand nearly was afraid,and 'too standoffish,' todo anythingI put myself 'in check' thoughand I am just praying for a good day.  thinking about what my doctor said...

4.9 miles!! Woot!! Was supposed to be 6k but I went for it!! Raised over $1,000!!

It can be very tempting to rage inside and unconsciously,indulge in anger and upset with someone as a catchall supplier ofmy problems. It's not true and I also must own my issues and decide to go...

It'll be good to get to work. I'm totally anxious and out of sorts.it's helpful for me to just remember some things as being true.Like my mind goes to extreme places with the briefest moments of...

I think I’m realizing that it’s important to keep calm, not only for our own sake, but also for the people around us.Its an important responsibility I think.im sitting in the nuns' living...

Oh, I think I have figured it out.Why I seek an image or a standard to sustain me or to hold onto when I try and do something.. It is my nature. I am not so strong at times and I seek something to...