at times on my journey...

this morning i woke up in bed and felt so depressed like I couldn't move - but

then I turned on the tv and slowly gained an interest in the morning show.

I dragged myself out of bed and shaved and turned on the shower and slowly

I started to feel bright and shiney. I dressed and then started to attend to emails

and texts...and yes I felt ready for the day..but I am fighting against those depressive

feelings - and I just for some reason needed to type it out here.

This may be extreme but I have been so wanting my life to cut short. I am tired and feel feeble

and depressed. But life is a gift and I am grateful for it. So I go to lunch today with an old high school 

friend. I'll keep grateful and remember that good times after bad might just be around the corner.

At times on my journey I can lose sight of that. xx