not sure if I should write this
I don't know why, but I feel tired and overwhelmed today.
I went to my parents' house. It was a relaxed time with them
but I was hard pressed to be social. I just couldn't muster chatting
and I guess I shouldn't feel like I have to make conversation with my family.
I just kind of helped with the various chores that came up - and then
sunk into a chair and relaxed.
Now I am here back at my apartment. I am thinking how alone it is to be here.
I am thinking how it wouldn't be if I got a pet and yet the prospect of making the
commitment a mountain to cross.
I feel tired and overwhelmed but I suppose I should just 'keep the faith' - and frame it all -
the prospect of just taking care of my life with the attitude of dealing with things as they come.
I can push myself and I know that will yield positive results and I will feel better once
I achieve the tasks to come.
Weird how I feel tired and overwhelmed. But I will deal with it. :)
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Expressing this helps.
I'll go to the gym in the morning and I'll go for a walk to the coffee shop. That'll get the juices flowing.
We must invigorate ourselves when the spirit dimly flickers!! :)
Have you thought about getting a cat? They are great pets and low maintenance.
I think I might!