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Dear DS diary,Yesterday I tried to take my very freaky all-seeing-eye nightmare to my therapist and try to make it into a coherent thought so I could work through it.I couldn't.  I couldn't find...

Dear DS diary,I am feeling very bad for my friend mystie tonight.  If you haven't read her journal yet, please do so.  I feel like I have seriously let her down in more ways than one.  I've been...

This is what happens when I have an avoidance episode, which with the retriggers I've been having recently is starting to become very hard to avoid.  Again.The video above is part 1 of 4 of a...

Dear DS diary,It's no longer a secret around here that I've been having issues with nightmares.  A big reason why my goal to get back into shape is on a road to nowhere is I can't remember the last...

I didn't have to worry about going out to that restaurant.  My parents had celebrated their anniversary at a different restaurant earlier in the week and mother didn't want to go twice in a week. ...

Dear DS diary,Today has really not done me any favors with regards to how I feel about myself.The owner of the pharmacy needed to run an errand this morning -- one that was suspect, I must add -- and...

Dear DS diary,It's no wonder that my therapist is not getting far with respects to me working through my emotional blocks regarding safety; it is not taking much for my fears to be amplified.There's...

Picking up a couple of pieces while I do a 12-hour fast for a short hospital visit tomorrow...if anyone is wondering, it's nothing scary or major, just a test of my cholesterol levels that is...

So, one of the high school acquaintances that I'm friends with on FB got engaged the other day.  I'm actually really happy for her, she'd been seeing someone for quite the period of time...I'm...

Dear DS diary,This is short as journals go, but I don't really have that much to say.So last night I decided to put up some gameplay of NES Balloon Fight on the...

...that's what my colleagues at work call me.  Don't tell me it's not deserved.  I've gotten so cynical over the years that I can't go through a week, and oftentimes not even a day, without...

Dear DS diary,I really just don't know what to say.  There is one good thing, and that's that I have no regrets about leaving Team Beachbody.  I've since moved over to SparkPeople, and have found...

Dear DS diary,* The side job I had as a Beachbody coach is no more...I gave that up last night.  I never did find another mentor after the one I was assigned turned out to be someone I couldn't get...

This is mostly for MeggieLizzie because I promised her I'd journal tonight:I'm getting VERY frustrated with the lack of support my parents are giving.  It's no secret now that I really don't bother...

Dear DS diary,Ugh, it's just occured to me that it's easily been a week and a half -- maybe a little longer -- since I've actually been on here.It might be just as well, because not much has changed....