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This morning my mother asked me on the way back from a doctor's appointment if I still wanted my birthday to effectively disappear Sunday.Unforunately, the pain I feel is too much and I still don't...

Dear DS diary,I wish I had been able to come up with this during therapy on Thursday, so I'm going to try to talk it out here.I have a major worry about things being done.  I seem to have this sixth...

Dear DS diary,A couple of my friends wanted to know why I'm having birthday blues.  Since I am not really in a mood to talk with anyone else tonight, here goes:* I still feel like I have nothing to...

Dear DS diary,My birthday is two weeks from tomorrow, and guess who's having the blues about it again.That's right, it's me.  And it came out in no uncertain terms tonight, in front of company.All...

Dear DS diary,This afternoon I forced myself to work on my resume.  Why I did it, I really don't know.  Guess I didn't have it in me to go after CE credits for my technician recertification that...

From 1981, here's the women's championship from the UK version of The Superstars.  Five of the eight in this field competed at the Summer Games in Moscow the year before, four of them medaling. ...

Dear DS diary,The contractor showed up Thursday afternoon, with his help, to finish the porch.  They finished leveling it and then brought all the stuff they had taken off the porch back onto the...

Dear DS diary,As I am typing this, I am still feeling effectively crushed by having to wait six months to get into the Mass General center that I was hoping I was going to get into much sooner than...

Dear DS diary,Today was a very bad day.  I had anxieties galore, not the least of which is that I feel crushed that the center at Mass General could only set up an appointment six months ago.  That...

Dear DS diary,Today was my big PCC exam, and I was as anxious as can be.  But I showed up for it anyway.  I had to pass so many questions on my first lap around the exam that I thought I was dead...

Dear DS diary,Tonight I'm letting a video do the talking for me:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3l44VVr4azIWoke up in a panic like somebody fired a gunI wish I could be dreaming but the nightmare's...

Dear DS diary,From an anxiety standpoint I am effectively down and out this afternoon.  I can feel my heart becoming weak and a breakdown coming on, and there is nothing that I can really do about...

Dear DS diary,Just when I thought I couldn't feel any more disheartened, now this:I have decided that trying to finish my study guide for my PCC exam in one week from tomorrow is going to be a waste...

Dear DS diary,Today I suffered two anxiety breakdowns and I think a third one is coming as I type this.  I'm not getting any help from a song I heard in my dad's car en route to training this...

Dear DS diary,Today I had to help my parents out with their Costco run.  I personally hate that store with a passion; it's big and imposing and absolutely a place I don't want to shop, ever.  But...