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Dear DS diary,I am honestly getting sick and tired of breaking news leads.  In my current condition it is not taking much for me to feel very vulnerable.The latest one came today with that shooting...

Dear DS diary,I am not happy with the way my stamina has been holding up the last couple of weeks.  Last night it came to a head when I wanted to spend some time skimming for my PCC exam at the only...

Dear DS diary,Somebody tried to friend me this week, but she left so many comments in so little time on so much of my stuff that she actually scared me off, I felt she was too interested in me.  She...

Dear DS diary,I wish I knew how to shut down at night effectively...I am really not getting any help with my current workload the way that it's going right now.  Most stuff seems too scary to try...

Dear DS diary,Today I am trying the tactic of reading only the first and last sentences of each paragraph of my study guide for the PCC exam.  I am not having the easiest time telling if it is any...

Dear DS diary,It really wasn't going to take long for me to break, with the pressure of the PCC exam coming up, the anxiety that comes with what might follow should I clear it, and the fact that it's...

Dear DS diary,I hate holiday weekends.  Working on my study guide -- I have no idea what's driving me to keep going with that -- helped over the last two days, but I still feel...very vulnerable.I...

Dear DS diary,Today was a difficult one.  My sister wanted me to see what she's done with her house.  No big deal...except that I had to work this morning too.  With the US Labor Day holiday,...

Tonight, my head is a mess.  Again.I did manage to get a date for my certification exam...October 3.  That's not the problem; reading through the study guide with some white noise playing from my...

Dear DS diary,When I'm trying to least build a sense of safety somewhere, even if it's just through an occasional social game on Facebook, the last thing I need to hear is something like what aired...

Dear DS diary,I'm starting to notice a pattern at work, and it just makes me want to cry.Logically, I know that my colleagues at work aren't going to hurt me.  Emotionally, though, that's proving to...

Dear DS diary,For whatever reason, today my motivation is totally gone and I just can't get myself to kick it in out of first gear.  I suspect it's my sleep problems catching up with me, it's still...

Dear DS diary,Today my sister came over to have a dress fixed up.  I don't remember what the dress was for, but it looks pretty.  Then she's taking me out first for soft-serve ice cream, and then...

I've decided I'm basically going to run with the YouTube channel I've set up.  I just won't be posting a video every day.  I figure since I wanted to save an achievement (for me) to video I may as...

Dear DS diary,I visited my primary yesterday.  He got an earful, just as my mother had expected (she was not happy with him the last time, either).  The results were mixed, but I guess it was...