Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) Support Group
Find support with others who have gone through a traumatic experience. Whether you have chronic or acute PTSD, we are here for you.
I am sad. I'm sad I had a Narcistic mother and an absent father, I'm sad that my twin was miss carred and I survived. I'm sad at all the people that sexually abused me. I'm sad that I was not raised as a true Christian. I'm sad that I have 10 different personalities and none them want full reponsability to me. I'm sad that the Government does not see how desperate the mentally ill are for help. I'm sad that there are satanic worshipers that use children. I'm sad that I was one of them. I hate this world. This is not what God intended. I'm sad that I had to raise my children alone as a widow. I'm sad that my grown adult children do not even acknowledge how difficult and self sacrificing that was. I'm sad that i still have to take care of myself. Life seems to get harder and harder to want to wake up in the morning.I know I'm dealing with a lot lately, but If I knew for certain that I would go to heaven if I killed myself tonight I would do in a heart beat.There is nothing that excites me any more I have no hope left. God has rescued me from 3 suicide attempts already. I wounder how long his grace will carry on. I am an unusual woman. I do not fit into todays society. I just feel like I fit nowhere! I do not know who I am andwhat to do next. I have never been so lost in my whole life. I always kept on going, but I can't any more I want off this insane earth! I can't even find the comfort of God. Where are You God in my brokeness? I'm so sad!
I'm not religious.I'm a skeptic.
This is a sad world we live in.So much injustice and cruelty and it seems is always the innocent that suffer most.
Jesus suffered and was sad a lot.He also did not always get it and was also angry about it.
Frankly and to be honest with you.Is people like that i admire.People that see the truth and acknowledge it.You are sad cause you are kind and not a selfish person who does not give a damn or even stops to think about those that suffer.......
I find those people in constant persuit of "happiness" and "what's in it for me?"..never do they stop and think of others as long as it doesn't affect them or inconvenience them who cares...
Like the saying goes "Evil wills it, apathy allows it...."
There is so much suffering in the world because there are a lot of apathetic, idifferent people, narcissists who live only for themselves and are the allowers of evil..
You are not wrong for being sad.You are kind.
Don't give up on things. Life is never what we expect it to be. Your future may have good things in it that are worth sticking around for. You have no way of knowing what the future is except to experience it. It might not be nearly so dark as it seems to be right now.
I just have to mention that I have never met another, who suffers with PTSD, that lost a twin. My twin died of sids at 5 1/2 months. I KNOW that he is always with me.