Yesterday - 11 / 4 / 18 was Not a good day

How could he treat me like that ?.... with so little respect, and no caring at all ! ... Who am I kidding ? I might as well say... with NO Respect ! After all, you don't SPIT on someone that you respect ! I'm sick and tired of him doing that when he's in one of his raging fits ! Of course I'm also sick and tired of him thinking it's " okay " to hurt me not only verbally, but ALSO physically whenever HE thinks I've done something supposedly " wrong " in his mind ! Last night he accused me of " whining, and complaining, solely because I simply said I wanted to get some ice water BEFORE starting to watch the movie that he wanted to watch ! " WHAT THE HELL WAS SO DAMN WRONG WITH THAT ?! I had every right in the whole world to get some ice water if I felt I needed it ! After all, I am only human... despite him treating me like I'm a LOT less than human ! Plus he made sure to add in calling me " STUPID " as he walked out the apartment door to go for a walk as I was left to try to clean up the destruction he caused in the living room ! 

I got everything picked up off of the living room floor, but there was nothing I could do about the TV Remotes that he DESTROYED ! The solution to that turned out to be left up to ME to PAY for a Universal Remote to replace the One that he destroyed beyond recognition ! 

I'm so tired of him destroying anything good that I have ! Anything of any value at all, he seems to seek out when he's in the middle of one of his raging fits ! Last night he even " warned me " to hang onto my laptop, OR he would destroy it ! I was suprised that he put it on my lap, and told me this. I'm guessing that he did it because he knew how much I would FREAK OUT if he dared to do ANY damage to it ! 

Right now.... it's the " Morning AFTER " - 9:39 AM, and he's still in the bedroom. I'm thankful for this, because I'm enjoying the peace and quiet WITHOUT him out here ! It's GREAT after the HELL he put me through yesterday ! I'm hoping that he'll STAY in the bedroom at least until AFTER I have my MOW lunch, and I'm all settled with it in my recliner chair. 

As well as the MESS and DESTRUCTION he created last night in the living room, earlier yesterday for some UN-Known reason suddenly - and WITHOUT ANY REASON - as I was just sitting in my recliner minding my own damn business, He decided to RUSH UP to Me and HIT MY RIGHT LEG HARD on the right side of the calf ! WHY ON EARTH DID HE DO THIS ???? I DON'T HAVE A CLUE ! Of course he has NO EXCUSE, but I don't even know what HIS reason for it was.... what HE thought made it supposedly justified ! 

Once he was FINALLY calmed down, I told him that I was NOT whining, or complaining... I simply wanted, and needed some ice water before we started to watch the movie. I told him, " I didn't do anything wrong ! " He had the nerve to not only disagree with me, but also he didn't even begin to say ANYTHING that could possibly be considered an apology ! He didn't apologize for ANYTHING he did yesterday - Sunday 11 / 4 / 18 !