no one is gonna pull me out of this depression other than me....i know this...so i must get to it...i have been trying to focus on the positives at hand...school is coming to a close....i just got an a+ on this topic paper i got back today....my sis just bought a new car so i get her old one until i can afford to get a different one....so those are some things....god i wish that this ED thing wasnt co morbid with depression...why does food have to take such a toll on one's mood? i feel damned if i do and damned if i dont...if i eat a normal amount of food to lift my mood, i risk gaining weight which will take a toll on my mood......but if i eat little bits and stay skinny, i feel better about my body but then the lack of nutrition takes it's toll....so what is one to do? this disorder is fucked up!....o crap! im trying to stay positive here....ok here goes...this disorder is fucked up! =).......see the smiley face at the end makes it more positive....

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ha ha...the smily face totally does it...im gonna do that now.....throw up and laugh...oooooh toilet your so pretty!
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sorta a coiencidence but my brother got a car and i get HIS old one! ha ha....yay for automotive hand me downs!
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stay positive. im sure youll get thru. here for ya. lotsa luv.
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chin up gal you will get through it !!! an getting a car is the best thing in the world gives you so much freedom just dont do what my mate just did....she past her test 2days ago borrowed her mums car yday and crashed it!!hehehe ooops was funny but not so funny! she was more scared of telling her mum then she was upset about what had happened!! =)
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Glad that you are trying to se the positive.Keep up the awesome work.You are going to beat this!!
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Thank you for the cute message :) I\'m sure your day is gonna start getting better. Do you take vitamine?? If not maybee that would help for the lack in your body. At least you\'re eating. That\'s good and positive :) ;-)
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yeah this disoder is fucked up...but try and look at the good things that are going on...atleast yuu have thoses!
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yes i think we have to own our own depression, we are the only one that can climb out of the black hole that we fall down. Your totally right!!!!