i like totally jsut stared at the computer screen in awe of how many people respond to my journal.....i totally do not feel worth ur guys' time......wow thank u....i know that i dont give myself alot of credit and i tend to berate myself like my father has done to me all of my life.....i think for a change of pace i shall strive to get myself to see the following things are true1) i AM worth other people's time2) the things i say ARE important3) i AM good enough to eat food4) i do NOT need my father approval in order to prosper...he is a perfectionist...and since no one is perfect...i will never be good enough for him...i just need to be good enough for me...which i AM5) i must MAKE my own happiness...it will NOT one day just land in my lap....and if im not happy at the moment doing the things i am doing then i cant keep doing these things and expect different results (because after all that IS the definition of insanity!)...i need to change to be happy....... note to self...keep these things in mind for the rest of my days note to everyone else......thank u guys again! ur support and ur words mean more to me then u will ever know!
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I too am having trouble making my own happiness. Ive relied on other people for SOOOO long...im not even sure where to begin. But keep goin....and if u find out let me know. And you, my dear, are SUPERCOOL! HUG!
Wow what power in those words! Don\'t thank me. One sick person helping another is how we all get better and beat this disease. XOXO
i am here 4 u. don\'t u forget it. those are 5 very good things. i am proud of u. good job and keep up the good work. take care.
I\'m so proud of you! Thank you for supporting me too
You are worthy of peoples tome. I read your journal every time I am on (just don\'t always respond because I don\'t always know what to say). You make me laugh and your humor is what keep me coming back. If we lived close to each other you are someone I would love to get to know.
Maybe you should try doing something special for your father to show him you really care about him. My dad and my sister are not close and don\'t really get along, but when she does something special for him it rerally means alot to him. It\'s just a thought, I don\'t know your father, so I don\'t know how he will respond to that.
You are not only worth my time, you are an important support for me. I truly enjoy and get so much out of your journal. You find humor in things, but still understand the seriousness of things.
You are most definitely worth my time,Sweetie!!!! I\'m glad to be here and help you where and when I can. God bless you and have a terrific day!!