carasmom
Status: I'm as good as I'm going to be. Life goes on... I carry what I have to. I'm not stronger or braver than anyone... I had no choice. I try to be more grateful than sad... sometimes... it works.
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So here are the words and a link to the song so you can hear what is playing in my head... Josh Groban-To Where You Are http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m8adcnJSH-I Who can say for certain Maybe...
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So... I was reading journals... and I was commenting on a friend's pain at trying to go through her daughter's things... I know how that is... anyway as I made a comment to her journal a thought...
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so they've gone far away and ahead of us... but they come back to let us know where they are and where we'll be... Jumping back over here to add something.... I've been reading journals... and...
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I'm late... I'm backwards... I'm behind and upside down... I am trying to catch up... I'm thinking as always... Will be back in a bit to share some thoughts and see what my friends have been...
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Please know I'm not unduly sad in spite of what I'm writing... I'm thinking... just thinking and trying like we all are to come to grips with what has happened...In the movie A Time To Kill......
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Today is starting out very emotional... The first thing was a card from a friend... so I cried about that... LOL then a poem... I'm copying it here so you can perhaps be comforted as I was... Its a...
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I've had problems with the need for approval and validation as long as I can remember.. Ms Francis told me that serious grief can bring up all the old stuff and its true. Losing my job on top of...
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So my brain is going at 1,000 miles an hour... and I decided to get online and write... and by the time I get here I'm hesitant... but what the hey... maybe if I write what I'm really thinking...
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Its Ok I'll just hide and read for a few days. Thanks for your messages.
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So... I've been thinking... I really appreciate the offers of help... and I'm taking you up on them... could we somehow form a group... Parents Unite For Children or something like that... Dedicate...
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Ok... I'm thinking of bombarding my state reps... senators etc etc etc... So here's some of my thoughts I want to share with them... and I'd like your input... Cara was born September 9, 1976. ...
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when I wrote my last journal entry I thought it would help... me and others... but I'm afraid its made it worse... It sounds like maybe I'm saying I'm glad my child is in heaven... glad she died......
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anyway someone sent me a getting to know you type thing... One of the questions was If you could have one wish what would it be... Immediately my mind said... why I'd want Cara back... but then I...
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I've decided to bring Cara around to meet yall... We went to see Charlayne... and Leosmommy... and we're on our way to see you all... I really do just feel Cara so close today that I can actually...
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