carasmom
Status: I'm as good as I'm going to be. Life goes on... I carry what I have to. I'm not stronger or braver than anyone... I had no choice. I try to be more grateful than sad... sometimes... it works.
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My children are grown living their own lives. As you may have read my daughter passed over fairly recently. Oddly enough she is with me more now than before. I still wish she were on this side...
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Hi... I went to church and RCIA tonight and I'm feeling pretty good... I'm actually learning to accept that while I still feel sad for me, Cara and my mom and other loved ones are actually doing very...
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From: carasmom - Just one addition to my last journal entry before this one... To my young friends... I do tend to mother sometimes... I don't consider that I am replacing Cara nor do I want to...
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Hi, This is a letter to my friends and those who need a friend. Below is a copy of a letter I sent to a friend from Grief Share. I know she's a friend because her letter was so kind but I don't...
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I'm reading a book called Gone But Not Lost... So far this author has not said anything about contact from our loved ones... many people think that just doesn't happen... but I so know that it does....
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Today's not the best day of my life but its more bearable now. I had troublesome dreams last night and woke up very sad but looking back on my dreams I was walking and Cara was with me... We were...
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Just a thank you for the hugs and stuff, And especially for reading all the stuff I'm writing... I plan on making a shrimp okra gumbo for Valentines and we'll exchange cards and boxes of candy that...
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I was just thinking about a message I sent a friend here at daily strength... she had mentioned in her journal how long it had been since she'd held her son, smelled his clothes, seen his smile......
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I wish I had words to express how happy I am when I can help someone. It makes me feel that the fact that some people view people like myself who battle depression are just cry babies etc etc etc...
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I'm at it again... *Smile* I just don't see writing the same thing several times if you can copy and paste... I've written on this topic before... much the same words as before... but today I felt...
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Thinking of you all... wrote a few messages... reading discussion posts and journals... often don't comment... should I guess but just don't always... Hope everyone is doing ok. Hugs Elissa
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I'm better today... I'm glad for it but I don't know if I trust it... Last night was rough rough rough... but I made it... can't say I slept too much... walked the floor, panicked about I don't know...
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Pain and lonliness get boring... I used to feel so tired all the time... still do sometimes... but for the time being I've got plenty of time to sleep... actually I need to work harder on a schedule...
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Hi, Haven't been writing much lately... just hanging on... hoping things will get better... cried today... but it was a good cry... ended up smiling over some wonderful memories... Hope yall are...
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In regard to my previous entryHe whispered to you "Peace be Thine" and gave you wings to fly... the images that evoke move me so very deeply... I painted Christmas ornaments for my children when they...
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