carasmom
Status: I'm as good as I'm going to be. Life goes on... I carry what I have to. I'm not stronger or braver than anyone... I had no choice. I try to be more grateful than sad... sometimes... it works.
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A comment I wrote in response to a young woman's statement that she was sad... We are sad... but that's not the only thing we can feel... Its just taking a while to recognize that we still feel all...
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tomorrow is almost here... mostly I'm trying not to think that it will be the 30th... but I know... I hope we're crazy busy at 6:02am so I won't be staring at the clock... I went to the office...
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Ok... in and out mostly out today... go back tomorrow to work... 3 days 12 hours a day... my time here will be short... I'll be thinking of you and will check messages etc... If I can help just...
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today started out not too good... I didn't sleep much last night... I had to go to the infusion place to have my central line site checked, dressed etc... I've pulled my central line almost out......
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Here I am again writing something that I used for my mother and my daughter's funerals... I have been reading for as long as I remember... I often say that the miraculous thing about reading is that...
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Gone to work. I can't tell yall how many times I've wanted to reach out and just hug yall. I think we've all found a level of caring we didn't expect. It helps a lot. Hugs and prayers Elissa
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2006 has been a very bad year... I lost my grandma in January... the truth though is in a way I lost my grandma a couple of years ago... she couldn't read my letters even though I typed them in large...
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Good Morning, Merry Christmas Eve... I'm working today and tomorrow but could not go without telling yall hi... I'll see you this evening for a very few minutes... I like my job and I'm lucky in...
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This is for the moms and dads and other parenting figures who are going through the terrible teen years... I've been writing a friend here on daily strength who has a teenage son who's doing his best...
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I made it through the day without too much weeping and wailing... Cara told me while I was on the way to Houma that she was not there... As I got closer to Houma I was so anxious to be there as if I...
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Its going to be a long day... I'm going to visit mom and Cara's graves today... I will keep you all in mind and count on your caring and support.
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Today was better... in some ways... talked to Cara some but not as much as yesterday... I think that's deliberate on her part... she may think that I will deal with the living better if I'm not...
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Haven't been here as much... 12 hour days use up a lot of my energy... Its good though, I'm very lucky to have a job where I feel respected and competent... I teased my boss last week... I told him...
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Nap time... Later yall Hugs
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I'm not finished with the My Mother journal entry... I will be back later to finish it.Hugs all Smile a little smile for me...and for you... when you can. Love YallOk... all done... going to go post...
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