carasmom
Status: I'm as good as I'm going to be. Life goes on... I carry what I have to. I'm not stronger or braver than anyone... I had no choice. I try to be more grateful than sad... sometimes... it works.
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I found this poem at continulife.com on James Cole's memorial site. I got permission from his daughter Joyce to share it. I hope it helps you as it does me. God looked around his Garden and found an...
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I woke up at 3:07am. It was sometime between 3am and 3:30am October 30, 2006 that Cara passed from this life. I don't know really what to feel. I'm sad but I was already sad somewhat. I do believe...
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I'm having a bit of a difficult time with a discussion post... about what to and what not to say... It makes me feel odd about the things I've shared... I've never said that I didn't hurt... but yes...
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And He walks with me and He talks with me and He tells me I am His own... and the joy we share as we tarry there none other has ever known... no earthly being... is each spirit's experience of heaven...
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Would you believe me if I told you your loved one is not missing. Your loved one is with you. I am coming to realize more and more every day that while I no longer have Cara's physical presence......
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I've started a memorial page for Cara. Its at continulife.com To be blunt they gave me a free life membership because its a fairly new site but it is about money. I'm not advocating for or against...
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Woke up tonight wondering what direction Cara was facing when the car hit her. Wondering if she was feeling so sad that she stepped out in front of the car on purpose. I was distraught and got up to...
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Another poem... my stepmother sent me a poem called The Loan and a friend also sent a copy and it was called The Child... either title... it moves me... I think that I will call it God's Child......
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I'm here if you need me... I'm not checking in as much but I did want to share with you some of the things I'm doing that are helping me and that I truly believe will help you. I'm working on...
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I'm working on not spending as much time here... I've left too many things slip while I comforted myself here. I still want to share and have my friends share with me but I do have to get some things...
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THE CORD We are connected my child and I, by an invisible cord not seen by the eye Not like the cord that connects untill birth This cord can't be seen by any on earth This cord does its work right...
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Sticking my neck out... I don't want my icon to show horrible or even bad... I'm ok... and if I hit a rough spot... I need to learn to hang on and still be ok... Putting one foot in front of the...
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it is odd how things are handed down... both an ability to show love... I think most of us love... but yes stocism... stiff upper lip... those things too... but then someone breaks the mold... for...
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Growing up my grandmother was often very critical of my mother... It always hurt me. I loved my grandmother though and forgive her. My mother sure didn't have it easy... Her father left my...
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It is an honor to share with yall my special memories of my loved ones... both on earth and in heaven. I haven't changed my icon because I'm afraid to... but that won't last forever... today this...
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