carasmom
Status: I'm as good as I'm going to be. Life goes on... I carry what I have to. I'm not stronger or braver than anyone... I had no choice. I try to be more grateful than sad... sometimes... it works.
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Someday... someday I pray for Ben a wife... who will love him and recognize how special he is... Right now... I'm grateful he's not dating... but I want as mothers or in my case mothers in law... do...
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A friend here on DS is a blond... and poor child... I hope she doesn't get mad at me... she probably won't... blonds have to be tough with all the jokes we throw at them... So this is part of a hug I...
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I actually wrote that as part of a song a million years ago... but it was a love song... the line about wish you...it was originally I wish that you were here to hold me in your arms once more... it...
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More and more we hear every day of people going on rampages... Part of it may be that people feel that's the only way they will ever be heard.... Anyone who has had to deal with any kind of...
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And the night time comesand it fills my empty roomI wait for tomorrow that can never come too soon...Wishing you were here with me, longing to tell you I love you once moreWishing doesn't make it so...
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Mama I did not celebrate Mother's Day last year... I'm sorry... just because you're on the other side doesn't mean I don't still love you... I do... I always will. I'm doing somewhat better now......
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Hi Monster Brat,No one here is going to understand that Cara... but you do and that's what matters most to me. I love you as I've been telling you for always... and I know you know it. Sometimes I...
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Hi,Actually this is original... a letter to everyone... that I didn't send to anyone else first... aren't yall proud of me...It is a continuation of my the previous journal entry... I did go to see...
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Everything in life is exactly as it should be... that's a prevailing school of thought... so why do we mourn anything... its supposed to be that way... and that is true... because all the things that...
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Today I'm writing... I'm obsessed with writing... and its not pretty... its not uplifting... Its boiling out...I'm not doing as well as I'd like... but I'm doing... Taking an old old country song and...
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Hi,I have been dx as being bipolar... I don't necessarily think its correct... I think I am actually depressed... that I have low self esteem... to be blunt... much as I love my dad and forgive...
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do you ever want to write all the anger that's in you... all the pain... the fear... the sadness...
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Its so good to hear you make a joke... Richard has seizures... not often... one every couple of weeks or so... They are not the kind that makes him go into spasms and fall to the floor... They just...
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As always reading journals and what they write brings up my own feelings... and I feel compelled to share... I feel like I'm so self centered... Its not just that... I really want to help... but I...
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If faith offends you... you may not want to read this... My faith in God is all that sustains me and I'm not letting go... I'm hanging on with both hands Lord and I thank you for your presence in my...
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