carasmom
Status: I'm as good as I'm going to be. Life goes on... I carry what I have to. I'm not stronger or braver than anyone... I had no choice. I try to be more grateful than sad... sometimes... it works.
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I wrote this as a comment to a friend's journal... but then decided that my rant did not belong there... its a bit more than a comment...I don't know about whether its fore ordained about our loved...
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Good Morning... Where's everybody at... You need to come see my beautiful red hair... Cara was the only person in the world that would tell me the truth... She'd say, "mama... you look old... come...
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Why today... hell I don't know... Like I said in my earlier entry... my brain is in overdrive... I've probably cried more today than I have since the day Cara died... I'm mad... and I'm sad... but...
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I want to share some thoughts about our journey. I try to be upbeat at times... I want to comfort rather than to wound... but sometimes I just have to say what I'm thinking and feeling... I hope it...
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Ok... I'm hoping yall don't decide I'm suicidal and need to be carted off to the funny farm... Well... they do have really good a/c at GWS... and... room and board are free... Of course I'll have to...
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In this life I'm a woman...In my next life I'd like to come back as a bear...When you're a bear you get to hibernateYou do nothing but sleep for 6 monthsI could deal with thatBefore you hibernate...
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I know you miss your children's earthly presence... and many of our journals express such pain and longing I wanted to take this from an earlier journal and put it here... I have a copy on my...
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Ok yall... I'm going to be brutally honest... My grandkids... well Cara's 3 kids and my son in law Ben are coming tomorrow... and going to be with me Mother's Day.... I'm busier than a cat with nine...
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Once again God has brought me to a better place...Its a slippery slope... I may slide back... but I have renewed energy to try again and I will, because I'm coming back to life... I want to live......
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We are doing the same ole same ole... Its a dance I know well. The most exciting thing to happen was Monday night Richard's sugar dropped as he was driving home. He called me at 8:02pm... I often...
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"There are no goodbyes for us. Where ever you are, you will always be in my heart." - Gandhithis is to my grandma, my mother, my daughter and all my loved ones...You live in my heart...In the things...
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So yall know me... I often copy something I've written in response to someone's journal and paste it here because I want to share it with all my friends here at DS... this was written in response to...
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Please read my earlier journal first... I got dispirited and had to stop till I could go on...2nd part.... Cara had insurance... I had her to the Tau Center which is part of the Our Lady Of The Lake...
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One of the main reasons for my writing here is I want so desperately to help other families not to have to go through what our family has gone through... I probably bore yall to tears with my...
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I am just back from first a psych eval which I hated... but then I visited with my stepson and his girlfriend and their new baby... our newest grandchild and that was wonderful... Maraya weighed in...
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