Sierrawr6911

It's not fair that such amazing, strong people with such bright future's have to die, while good-for-nothing people like me get to continue living... He has so much life left to live, so much to...

I'm in love with this guy.. We've been going through some drama lately. Tonight he told me he is dying.... The only other two people who I truly fell for, truly loved the way I love him both died...

I flirt a lot.. with everyone... My jokes are sexual. But in reality,  I find it extremely difficult to be serious and sexual with people.. And I just want to find that one person who will actually...

I am so exhausted... Mentally,  physically,  emotionally, in every way possible... I feel so broken... And the only person I want to talk to right now, won't speak to me...  I feel so lost... I...

This is it... I'm done.. I won't continue like this anymore... This is the end for me... I'm just waiting for the right time to do it... I am done.. Going to start writing my suicide letter (s)...

I really really like this guy.. He makes me laugh and smile so much it hurts. I love the way I feel when I talk to him. He means soo much to me! But I am 99% sure he doesn't feel the same.. not now...

I am completely falling apart.. I feel so lost and broken.. I went back to cutting... But I've stopped again... it's very difficult though...  Well I'm trying... I don't see the point in not cutting...

It is about to be my birthday... On the 17th.... I always said by the age of, or when I turned 18 I'd kill myself... I can't get these thoughts out of my head... I feel so empty and broken... Just...

I'm about to have a meltdown.... Want to scream,  cry, and just completely fall apart... But at the same.... I feel... Empty? I don't even know... I don't want to really talk about what has me so...

All of our female dogs got knocked up within a week of each other... So many puppies. Giving em away in a day or two or whatever.. I'm keeping one.. He's already soo attached to me that I can't leave...

I'm questioning my strength.. How much can I really handle... My dad thinks I'm weak. The guy I want to be with doesn't seem to want anything but sex and would probably leave the second he gets what...

I am trying so hard to get through this.. Yesterday I actually felt happy with my appearance.  I now feel... Disgusted.. Someone I care about gave me a lot of compliments.. Told me he thinks I'm...

I am feeling weird... On one hand, I feel okay.. On the other, I'm still depressed..I'm trying to keep acting okay.. But it is hard... I keep shutting down... more and more.. It is getting hard to...

The one person i was really getting attached to has decided he doesn't want me in his life.. He  spent so muvh time getting me to open up to him.. I did things I wouldn't normally do for people.....

I'm so depressed.. I am reaching that point in my depression where I am becoming numb... I want so badly to talk to someone.. To figure this out... But I can't.. I'm done trying.. Iam  trying to...