I don't know if I can handle it this time..
I'm in love with this guy.. We've been going through some drama lately. Tonight he told me he is dying.... The only other two people who I truly fell for, truly loved the way I love him both died years ago.. He is the first guy I've let myself fall for like this.. and now he is going to die too... I can't do it... I just can't.. I don't know what to do.. I cut again for the first time in over 2months... A lot.. and I feel like I can't breathe... I'm even thinking about suicide.... I am done... I just can't do it anymore... I can't lose him.. Not like this... This may be the thing that finally destroys me... I don't know if I can get through it this time... How am I supposed to get through this???
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