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So, since the last time I was on i think I've gotten a lot better. Me and the guy who I was so crazy about are no longer a part of each others life.. Which hurts occasionally, but overall I know it's...

So I think it's time for me to officially sign off of DS for good... it feels pointless writing on here honestly.. I think it's time to suck it  up and keep my shit to myself..... I'm done... so.....

I was having a good night. Last couple of nights have been decent! Until I received a message on Facebook.. my ex made a fake account and was pretending to be someone else to talk to me and to...

I tried to write yesterday,  but before I could save it, it erased itself? I didn't feeling like retyping all of it so I juss decided not to write anything... But it was mostly saying that things...

This morning I am really really bad... Thoughts of suicide or hurting myself are rushing in and flooding my mind.. I feel like I am drowning... I want this feeling to go away.. I just want it to...

God, help me.. Cause I'm still in love with him....We talked for a pretty long time tonight, until he got really tired. We played video games for a while. A guy is mad cause he tried trash talking...

I feel very overwhelmed and anxious..For no real reason..  overall nothing is going on, same stuff I deal with daily from my mom, but nothing major.. No big arguments.. nothing bad really...

This morning feels much more difficult than most.. and I just woke up.. I'm trying really hard to keep positive but it's not easy.. I'm not giving up though.. I want to make it through this..  I...

I m feel like someone is punching my insides o.O One of those times I hate being a female lol  I feel soo drained and my emotions are all over the place right now.. one seconds I'm feeling good, the...

Things seem to be mostly on track.. although I have been REALLY wanting to talk to him.. it's not even that he isn't putting in the effort. He's actually been trying and he has really been wanting...

So, I got a lot done today! Just not everything I had planned... lol Didn't finish cleaning.. But I will have it done tomorrow ^_^ and then as soon as I get it done I will move stuff around and get...

So... uh... I just read my last update.. and I swear there were not that many typos when I posted that.. xD I've been drinking a lil more.. And I'm VERY tempted to drink more, maybe not so much...

I've hada little too muicnbh alcohol. And god in feel great! And tired.. And nlike i might vomit.. buit overall amazing. Other than peope on cbox hacking like crazy. but w/e im so tired IO think imma...

I have been up on skype since about.. 8-9pm xD it was fun, my friend is such a dork lmao, and his sister kept making jokes and asking him if I was "the one" and it was weird. It made my night a...

Everyone expects me to be okay. To suck it and just deal with everything. And I know i should.. I know i should be stronger.. But I keep getting put into situation after situation that beat me down.....