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Take it one day at a time. Let yourself rest, don't beat yourself up. Talk to your doc about your meds. If they make you feel like crap then something probably needs to be changed.
my house is a mess, my desk is a mess, my whole f'ing life IS A MESS...and
I JUST DON'T FEEL WELL...i feel sick...but I don't know why or what is sick about me...
UGH!...I just continue to feel like crap...day in and day out!
guess I'll go make me a sandwich and watch some tv...that's all I can muster the energy to do right now...although later I have to get ready to go to an open share meeting...don't know where I am going to get the energy to do that!!!! but I have to do it!!!!!
I hope that you feel better soon and that the medications start to work effectively
*gentle hugs*
Sounds like you have such a wonderful choice. The only ting I ca think of is go with what makes you feel less crap or you can see if there is another med out there that helps with the crap feeling as well.
Best of luck
perhaps you make yourself too dependable on the good moments of life to feel motivation and to have positivity within yourself
well unfortunately as Im sure you already know
life puts a lotta barriers to block us from having the positivity and motivation to change a bad situation to the best one possible
motivation and positivity is all about building
little by little , you can make these two things solid and strong
but youll have to fight
agaisnt the things that keep you from reaching these two things
saw a little about you
and Im deeply sad for all the problems you have
certainly youve been through a lotta bad moments
but you cant keep rolling down the same road
you gotta take a new one
but it wont be easy of course
start with motivation and positivity
itll not only encourage you to change things and change yourself
but also open up your vision to the solutions you may have been searching for a long time but with dismotivation and negativity
thats why you couldnt find them .
its a battle that only you can fight
take care
and I really hope you get better
not temporarily but long lasting !