alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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church girl has now removed hermessage about totally in live with ******so im nowremoved totallyfeel dopped by everyonebut it had to happenfor a while i felt specialbut the price was to highim...
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day againdreamt a global disasterwhere people are fighting to livestreet crimes murder ectlots of people are deadthe new way is to take things off the dead bodiesand steal carssome how i was ok...
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isolation with in myself from the world is killing methe link to the outside seems impossibleit alwasys has been.i really hate thisliving is so pianfull for me
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today im ia little better thanyesterdaynot to say that today was good at alljust yesterday was so badi have bad anxietyan aful feeling that hangs over meto the point i think i need pills to make it...
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bad day reallyim spending a lot of time in anxiety tonight i rang my ex back to see why shecalled ,,hoping it was because i was missedive had a few days thinking that ideaand maybe a new startbut no...
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cant talk else wherei just get told im negativebecause they wont listen to what it is FACTnone of this is any better than the next bitall areas of life are failing at the same ratesick of trying to...
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its 3.40amjust got back in from work im quite depressed???????????thats not the wordlacking life force....any willsuffered at workit all seems to be just suferingnone of it is working outand the way...
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thoughtsa big part of me has given upi do feel hurtbut its like accepting i have lost a finger or somethingits a factwent to the river again tonight by the new bridgethe weather was nicei tryed to...
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since the day out with church girlas you know of her..the nice daybut i backed off from going into that packed bari have had doubts about going into placeswith a lot of peopleeven towni tend to treat...
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i dont do friends wellon any sitei dont do groups well.i dont do much of any outside stuff welland i dont have much of an external view of myself eveni have inside thoughtseven though the world and...
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yesterday i could smell somethingodd but it was everywherea sickly smelllast night i dreamt about iti could still smell it.in my dream it was the smell of deathi could smell death .didnt sleap well...
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stuff going on but im to passed it all to writeyesbut not totlly happy...............what everif life has a planhurry uptimes is running out
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updatefriend thinks im very negativebecause of the way i think and feel .......... i dont careher ways of helping me just make me want to put the phone down on her or cry--working harddont see a...
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last postlast night dreaming was rough dreamt i was self halming again also dreamt i was in a testquestionsbut realised the answeres were not about what i knew butho well i could spelli was failing...
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left dyslexia groupits like 2 weeks no reply
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