alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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I’m on this nerve pill , I’m not to sure how it’s working but seems to help if I don’t lift stuff .it knocks me out , it’s like a sleeping pill .im totally confused by life , im smack in...
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I’m in the first week of the nerve pill.i thought it might be working, then 3 days ago I got a really bad pain , crippling. It was out of the blue.it was almost as bad as the original damage pain...
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a close friend died on xmas morning.wasnt found till the 29th its had a strange effect on me .things seem pointless.not depressed but it’s pointless.2nd to die in last 6 months .i don’t have any...
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My creative life is totally f ckedIt's game over. Today I start work in a very boring job where I'm like a low pay guard dog.In other news my sex life is crap, I feel unloved an outsider . My art...
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I wake thinking how I'm a massive failure. .I go to sleep thinking if self harm would help ,it's an old thought I dissmis but it's always there.Today I fell I'm so sick of trying, I can't be...
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Not a lot has changed ,arm pain is new .Doctors were no use .Lost friends, were they even friends. I'm still alone. Old school friend is dieing of cancer. All my work is dead too .I go to bed and...
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Since 2010 I've had the aspie thing thrown at me .I think they maybe right.You know the first thought that comes into my head when I wake up is looser and then Fuck up .I've basically fail at...
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Worried I'm turning off to the world. It's complex
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Dead ends and fails ..My life is full of them .From work to relationships ,to stuff I've bought.Went running the other night, I'm aching from it .I ran and ran .... just to end up in the same place...
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Looked at some of my groups and no updates for 2 years on some
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Been running into agrophobia problems.It's more generalised anxiety. With my spelling you know how hard it is to even type it.I tried to talk about it on a site but the first comments were about my...
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All my messages are now from deleted people ,it's like going back to an old dusty house
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Been locked out of here for a long long time .I gave up on it .A lot has happened.This site is so different I hope I can work it out
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i had an emotinal collapse the other night.i listend to music and songs i made 10 and 15 years ago it just triggered me totally
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what makes each day different the day is the same hoursyour body is the same if you thought of your body as void with no emotional factorsdays would be the sameeat ,movement ,sleap the hard wear...
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