alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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had a few days where i thought about writing to the samaritans but ive done that before and the replays are so roboticaly perdictable i can face anymore replys like that
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sick of fighting everyone
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datting really isnt working out so simple detached datting isnt working if you dont fancy them she knows i dont have attachment also trying to live like that just leaves you emotionaly empty its...
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things going on that are quite a big stepbut i cant talk about yet quite a big prsonalty jumpwhether this is a side of me that has risen out of abuse i dont know if it is good .i dont know i am...
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im becoming hostile to people .i can feel the door slaming coming i feel cheated by them and i feel isolation would be better away than to put up with the lies
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its 3am and here we go thought for the day i got given a vid for xmas by the singer it was about universal law of attractionwhat you want ,you will get what you fear, you will getok now see the...
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Disorder | Rating Paranoid: Low Schizoid: ModerateSchizotypal: High Antisocial: LowBorderline: ModerateHistrionic: LowNarcissistic: ModerateAvoidant: HighDependent: HighObsessive-Compulsive: Moderate...
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people really do not follow what im on about
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reading is becoming very hard i even have trouble read ing my own text .sorry if i seem a crap friend to have on anyones list
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she rang up tonight said, i have a house in london then and asked me to marry her then the next line was ive talked to my lawyer and hes says if i marry i can have a work visa and not loose my...
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ex asked me to marry her before 7 days are up her visa has ran out
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today i left the house telling no one just to get away and by the evening i was 100 miles away at a very small church in the middle of nowhere for 3 hours a place id never been before i got asked...
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yes all laugh now ive smacked down i dont want to be here .i was up
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fed up of how fake this world is i have no idea what its all about fed up im going nowhere
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still the same not the same im not me i know that but i know that so i must be mebecause i can tell really cut off from what i know but its very predictable now very stablebut emotionaly something...
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