alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
Bad
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i's in lines maybe its the only thing i feel i have control of anymore
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after my sister left the uk with her idiot husband she rang this morning to say she is coming back tothe uk no work there its so stupid its laughable my predictions for the future are not good i...
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ive never seen my room looking like it does now .its bured in equipment i spend the day chasing tasks that seem to go no where i feel like a prisoner at times .im doing things but going no wheream i...
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TODAYS WORD FOR THOUGHT - WINNING i feel best in life when i feel i am winning now winning can be thought of as a selfish word but i dont see it like that winning to me can be helping...
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last post for today the cut thing startted in 2002and was at its worst then so now its 2009and ive been out of that for a long long time only the odd time ive slipped the feeling i get about it...
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going to bed i dont want to dream still moments of stress where i think cutting may help i know that thinking isnt good
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im living in such a strange way .im in a void and not panicing but i am in a void
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dreams about old loves the love of my life as someone said about heri dreamt she was over wieght and nothing like i remembered . thought wow is that her shes not even my type anymore this was a...
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feeling used by everyonei dont want to wake up
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im on a date page .i have been for years and got know where its like throwing a bottle in the sea.I am alone
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key words SISTER GONE OUT OF UKI took her glad they are out of house lots of work to dobut feel i am being used girl i like came down here but didnt even come to the door so i feel rejected she...
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going to bed feeling im not of importance to anyone anymore stupid thing is the girl i liked ,loved?hasnt called at all in weeks the girl i like now says anything she can to push me off on to anyone...
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as these days go by i type less about what is happing around me i drive my sister to the air port tomorrowshes leaving the uk under bad sercumstances its been a bad 2 weeks here lots of stresses...
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reality is an ILLUSION or the other way round if you let it happenreality is a choice
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so the question of who i am comes upi feel its 4 areas problem solving functioning self emotional self place in society self and societs view of who i amthe most personal due to the...
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