alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
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one day i will type about how great things are and wont be here anymore i would like to be loved again?.i would like to be held i would like to trust .i would like to feel that i can belive someone...
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when the outside gets badyou feel the inside more its like some kind of prison outside .its not to safe and you cant say anything so you have to be quiet and sayings inside ive done this before...
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YES THE PRESSURE IS UP!!!!!!! it is so UP
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pressure keeps going upin the house i wish i had a place to go
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ive gone off food i dont even feel hungerydidnt eat all day still wasnt hungery so thats now an extra on my list to go with the poor sleap nightmares have gone its replaced by very needy dreams...
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as i said situation in the house going onwill talk this when its gone its making things worse but thing are not good sleaping is a big problem as wellim worn out all the time
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having a bad time stillnot sleaping well isolationstress feeling traped even feeling trapped like in a plasic bag my self feels like a plastic sheet im trapped inside it so i have feeling of...
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not been here for a while ive tred to shut myself down.im in contact with how i feel to much and its gets so scaryand poeple cant cope with me not sleaping well at all i am feeling a bit ill from...
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cant find a group for me on here my isolation is growing my seperation from everything is growing im no longer part of all this guess what world your losing me
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im making things worse people who know me cant cope with me the way i see things has me labled as negative and they cant change me so they are becoming blunt blunt will not work blunt makes me a...
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i dont go out .i dont try anymore things have stopped evn more than useuali have to wait till the 6th for someone i know to get out of the way till i can even make busness plans again BUT im more...
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today lost so badly its was a really bad day
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mum was trying to read something from the paper todayit was very hard for her she is worse than i am i thought how she didnt read storys to me as a kid dad never did the only person that...
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i got sent the small review ******* by Kev » Sun Oct 25, 2009 10:13 am Saw these last night ******** Trio - female lead singer, 2 lads on keyboards and drums. Thoroughly enjoyed it, good...
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BAD BAD BAD DAY yesterdaywoke this morning and didnt want to even move that bad i went to sleap last night and didnt care if i ever woke up again sent an email the the samritans and they just...
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