alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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had so many emotional dreams last night that ive woken earlyand confused.in the dreams i was emotionaly crippledand trying to not be seen its to long to explainevents last night set all this off
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yes drunk but not muchi dont do well on this site anymorethinking life is like running with no where to run toit sure as hell isnt goda few things going on in my headbut im past talking about...
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yip a bit drunk yet again sew mei had a very strong dream about louise the other nightits all the let downs with new love that had me thinking about old onesthe ex i miss the least is the one i spent...
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so im im a bit drunk againi didnt intend tobut it islast night i had a very real drram about louiseshe rang me oup and said hi you know who this isi said louiseshe said im im ringing about usi said...
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now she has erased me off face book:(
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bad dreams last nightdreamt i was at some kind of therapy group buti spent all of my time in a corner or hidding be hind furniture ectrocking myself and upsetand i would not come out to join ini felt...
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working my self a hell of a lottrying to solve very hard trial and erorr thingsyes im doing things but i have no idea whyand its all proto type workim not getting paid to destroy myslef
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i have nothing cleaver or smart to write things are quite fucked uphow on earth it will get better i have no ideathe older i get the more i know it wont
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Hello Mat,It sounds as though you are having a very difficult time at the moment. You say that you want to pass out and not be here anymore, does that mean that you want to die or for your situation...
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i feel bad already.i hoped id wake more up
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im having awful feelings that are not even directed anymorei guess it could be discribed as painfull in the way it drains the life out of meand motivationtoday i found myself back in bed away from...
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very very bad dayawfull awfull feelingsthat drove me back to my bedeverything is to hard to cope with
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i know its a sick poster ...but ,,its a question everyone asks themself after for yearshttp://trollcats.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/its_not_child_abuse_unless_they_beg_you_to_stop_trollcat.jpg
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having a bad time im feeling very very deadgiven up on everythingseems nimpossible to live with any feeling of motivationfor anything it is all for no reason at allfight backwhywhat for im getting...
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read some of my diary 2002 -2003maybe i had more to say back theni typed lotsnow i get sick of hearing myself yes things are odd nowand i do have self harm images quite strongto fight this...
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