alantm

alantm

Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost

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    ok who am i and what did i do with me  the self i was ?? is wherei have no ideawho the hell is this  its not the me i knew  something has really snapped yip go for your dual personality ideas im...
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    im crying how the hell  ive not cryed for months why the hell now
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    yes i screwed that ip new year
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    really worried about whats left of my life  
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    having a bad time  no point even saying it  no one can fix it and i cant fix it i am running out of options  
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    feeling down and my pains are backand lots of house stress and emotional stress work stress its all wrong all wrong  
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    more aruments and stress here then on top of itmum got a card that had a letter and it read that her sister has cancer the same cancer that killed her dad so xmass is not really working out here my...
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    feeling stable but blank feeling alone  im making a joke of my self with people to seemfunny at the same time im hidding and also resenting being what they see me as and going along with the joke...
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    lots of stress in the house  to many small twists to talk about  lots of things that im thinking and still im in silence still  
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    last night i really concidered going to the doctors thinking there really is something wrong with me and i should have a better life than i am living and i hate the way my mind thinks  
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    finding it hard to talk about how i feeland not being able to or feeling that it is pointless is a part of the problem also. feel ghost like people only react if i push a chair over and then they...
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    not doing very well at living   
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    I am really in some strage life sytle nowive blocked out most things i just work im up stupid hours and my life has reversed  i dont have a personal life i rarely leave the house if its unrelated...
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    more and more working situation in the house has become more stressfull next week there are quite a few nights workits money but the situation is going to be crazyso god knows what will happen or it...
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    4.23same kind of day a few things happendect   good points for the future are very hard to list also things that make me happy are just a list of negative things that i hopewont happen
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