day again
dreamt a global disaster
where  people are fighting to live
street crimes murder ect
lots of people are dead
the new way is to take things off the dead bodies
and steal cars
some how i was ok with it
it was like survival
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today lots more work
i woke late
.im fighting anxiety
its so horrabel
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im back selling stuff
a bit
so i have to cope with people
im not going to sell much
.i want to keep a low profile while i sort out problems
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i finished work today
but did more because i have nothing else outside work
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how the hell do i balence myself