alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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in desperation i wrote to the samaritans againi said i wouldnt ever again after the last replybut i have no where to turn i didnt even write anything clear .i really do know in my heart that there...
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the words the only person that can help you is you have you any idea how hurtfull that is i feel like im in a well drowning and people at the top in the circle of light are shouting that at...
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life feels like some one saying pick up the ball and no one has arms
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suffering not doing well i cant reach out no one can reach in my self is the problem i need to escape this but i cant Im so trapped
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up late again but here we go again trying not to dream fingers crossed for nothing
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the news tonight saidthe are i live in is in the top 7 highest fire risk areas in europeits a petrol refinary ecthmmmmnot safe not good
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the other night at the show a guy was there who rights upreviews of shows he said he was very impressed with my playing and would write something on it i said yes do a lot of people think im dead...
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crazy crazy dreamspeople killed bodies ect lots of persicution?....picked on the distance from others its there all this crazy stuff but lots of it
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god ads screeeeeeem how the hell do i become part of this world
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Did another show tonight the only commenets were about me !i play drums easily .i was left thinking after if only life were that easy im feeling alone seeing the girl singer flirting with EVERYone...
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CONFUSING DAYS its like small things take over everything or am i just passing time doing stupid stuff eating vitamins stillhope its doing somethingdrank less tonight didnt feel i wanted to ...
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as for the SI thing i get flashes of it as a way out but it passes i have had a door closed on me the one that was ment to be always open the samaritains the lst reply was so uncaring that i...
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ive been missing my life with my girl ,..the girl i had the past been drinking a bit to much lattley its hard to stop .it stops the frears i have before sleap i really feel like ive walked to...
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my spine pains have been getting better but the last few days they are getting worse again ive been acting in the same ways as before sitting on the floor a lot and the side of my bed this is...
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lot and lots of dreams again in one dream i was seeing a doctor and he looked at my skin and said its dead you dont have enough Vitamin B i dont know what Vitamin does what ..maybe in my dream it...
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