since the day out with church girl
as you know of her
..the nice day
but i backed off from going into that packed bar
i have had doubts about going into placeswith a lot of people
even town
i tend to treat going into people like going into wasps
i work on stage quite a bit
so to some people that seems public
but really its not at all
i am so far away from interaction
.i work by myself
spend a lot of time by myself in my own world
but i do worry that im going to back off so far
that it will all scare me