today im ia little better than
yesterday
not to say that today was good at all
just yesterday was so bad
i have bad anxiety
an aful feeling that hangs over me
to the point i think i need pills to make it back off
i tell myself its self created
but it seems to have a mind of its own
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myself  worth is so low
its something i cant remove
im not one of the perfect people
or poeple with a ll the flashy show
i feel more like a cat in a bag waiting to drown
.its very very upsetting
i thought about cutting
but i was to dead to even bother