alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
Bad
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still badi feel alone
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doing really badly the last 24 hoursfeeling life has diedi feel like a candel that has just burt to a dull glow.i have no vision of how i can live
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odd daybut at the end of iti was at a rehersal for a friends band.i wasnt the drummer but the guy knew of mehe saw me 4 years ago and was blown awayi felt a bit worried thinkingyou dont know how...
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feeling awfully alone
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when you are trying to bestable but all around you you see insanityhow the hell are you suposed to make this worki see the world as a massive fucked up place.like living in a mad house
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strange knowingfor now this page is as dead as everywhere elselots of realisitonthat when i was 20 my life was as isolatedas it is noweven with my ex i had for 6 years i was still very alonei have...
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dreamt someone i know diedand they were back and i was talking to and could seea few dead peoplealso in the dream i was left aloneasking why everyone has gone-maybe this is because my friends are...
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i feel left today.i remember the space i felt when she went homea huge spacei got used to itbut i feel it again
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looking back it seems my whole life is a set of days that wouldonly fill a week
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I CANT FIND MYSELF TO NIGHThttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mQaQ2Gs8AmA
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very downvery deadvery fed upvery sick of it allvery alonevery leftvery destroyedvery isolatedvery worthlessvery unwanted
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ive been doing a lot of sit upstrying to get my middle section strongi do feel differentplaying drums was a bit better tonight but not right at allthat was sad ..but did have a few points where it...
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lost my post
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social issues church girl is goneive been wipedbut i guess thats okbut we did have good momentsturkish girl rangshe talked about her workeven the idea of visiting a few days before she goesback to...
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mornings are so badso hard thinking here we go againi wake so low.i dont go to sleep because i hate to wakesometimes when dreams are ok its such a breakfrom it allif i were alone in the house im sure...
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