alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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today i thought i was doing betterin fact with all the stress i coped with today.i did do ok but not great i had to drive out of town today quite long way had to deal with a lot of stress i felt...
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thoughts on bi polar but i dont get huge highs i do get this going crazy thing and axiuois im i bi polar after all?????or im i just so confusing
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i cant even comunicate anymore my life is getting like a slab of concreat thats trapping me i am alive but im not living at all
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almost 5 am i woke exhusted and ran into lots and lots of stress people cant cope with me when they know how i sufrer to any extent they cant cope with even the simple stuff it makes me feel...
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m t: yes its 4.30 amm t: 6 hours ago i tryed to stop workm t: but more shit happenedm t: so i worked 12pm till 4amm t: on music for a band that has no players or workm t: for someone who has no...
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4.40 am
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i dont cut but i do think about it all the time well not alljust nightsits there like an answer so i seem to have anouther problemim not cutting but thinking about .i dont so im not a cutter but...
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im working far to much and i am so lost im chasing nothing all the time
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the life i didnt havedont have right now im not up not down im in void .im working lotsim not a person what is my life who am i my life is wasted i am nothing
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gMxc1_JqysU
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UDDgp6BuAPw
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Bipolar I disorderBipolar I disorder has the extreme high or mania that's usually (but not always) followed by a depression. There are also mixed types of bipolar I disorder in which both types of...
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if i could live life without sleap i would .i hate sleap ,,,,dreams to point out i hate dreams its just like a time for me to get hurt in a 2nd life and out side of normal reason
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running into problems im snapping in scoial = work situations twice now the main one was so strange i snapped and ranted but they both acted as if i wasnt there as if they couldnt hear me yes...
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had a lot of rejection had so many hopes broken been made to feel nothing but i am saying I am worth something no one can see it but i am worth something THEY ARE ALL WRONG
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