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- Has anyone read this yet? "Freeing yourself from chronic unhappiness" is the subtitle. Apparently it's really good. I saw the substance abuse counselor today- really nice doc, and he lent me his copy. I'm gonna bury myself in it this weekend and I...
- Cos they seem to give me a nice little buzz despite being on a low dosage of Klonopin. I took .25mg and within half an hour I had this buzz going. My supervisors actually noticed and asked if I was high. Does that happen with anyone else? How do...
- I'm too depressed to leave the house. I don't want to be around people. I've made all my necessary excuses and I'm staying in today. Unless I decide that going to the hospital is a better idea. Or adopting a puppy. I want a puppy and I want to die....
- Had another good session. My tdoc agrees with me going to the hospital the next time I'm in a low mood, even if it's just a little bit. He thinks I might be put on meds faster there than at the centre. I'm seeing pdoc on Tuesday, let's see if I can...
- I can't make myself study and I have an exam in a few hours. I can't make myself focus on work even though we're working with a tight deadline. I can't make myself show up on time for exec meetings though we have a lot of very important things to...
- I feel like a robot. That in itself should be a ironic since it's the lack of 'feeling' that has me feeling so robotic. I have zero interest in life. I just want to sit and stare blankly at the wall or the tv or the notes I should be reading over...
- I find myself craving company. Like, I really hate being alone now. Think I'm getting kinda needy. My bf spent the weekend and Wednesday night with me and last night I couldn't bear the thought of going home to the loneliness and emptiness so I...
- Just got put on Xanax (.25mg) after an awful experience with Klonopin (.5mg). What should I brace myself for? Should I really expect much of a difference since they're both benzos?
- So Klonopin has been put on night shift; Xanax is my new prescript. Any reviews? Advice?
- What experience have you had on alpraz and what was your dosage? After the hell I had today with klonopin I'm a little worried about alpraz. Shed some light?
- This is my fourth time using it and it's just making me irritated and disoriented. I want to rip my fucking skin off. I'm so agitated and ugh! I think I'm just going to dump the rest of the pills and the script and go talk to my pdoc. Confusion,...
- I almost forgot about it til last night. I'm trying to get one of the charity orgs I work with to do something to highlight it. Probably won't but it's worth a shot. Anyone doing anything? Going to a seminar? Plastering your Facebook page with...
- I had two more appts today after the two I had Friday- this time with my tdoc. I'm so grateful he took time off his leave to see me. Both meetings went well. He spoke to my bf about my attempt and got to see things from his perspective. He's still...
- Finally got put on meds. 0.5mg of Klonopin (Clonazepam). Has anyone got experience with it? What should I expect? Pdoc says it's a prn so I should keep my little baggy with me at all times. I don't think I need it tonight so... And because she wants...
- So I got an appt cos I told the secretary it was an emergency. Not my usual docs and let me tell you, this woman was brutal. I was bawling my eyes out in minutes but goodness was she effective. Now I have an appt with my pdoc in 2 and half hours...