iam30113
Status: New year, new decisions
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- Yep. 21 and pregnant. Just did the test. I dunno if I should freak out or just shut down. I do know my mum's gonna blow a fuse. A whole bunch of fuses. And the worst part is it quite likely happened during one of my more hypo episode when I sorta...
- I have found my calling. It's exhausting, it's not glamorous, it's messy sweaty work but I LOVE IT! I worked on my very first professional set today as a production assistant. I was kinda there as an intern but apparently I did such a good job the...
- My brother has been acting out lately- doing drugs, skipping school, sneaking out, talking back or ignoring mum completely. She's at her wit's end because she feels like she's not getting through to him. I no longer live at home so I don't get to...
- I've always known the views in my country on MIs are narrow and offensive. I've always known that MIs have an awful stigma here. Yet I've always hoped that somehow that could be changed, maybe starting with my school mates. I thought maybe being in...
- Just whipped up another meal. Curried chicken, yam and pumpkin. Real Jamaican stuff. The other night it was this weird ackee combo. Another J'can dish. Kinda. I have school and work in the morning but here I am, playing chef.
- Two questions:1. What's your biggest screw up to date?2. When do you know that your disorder kinda pushed you to your screw ups? Like, how do you know you did a particular thing because you were hypo/manic or depressed and not because you were/are...
- Yeah, you read correctly. It's one of those days, one of those moods. i wanna scream my head off and break stuff. I'm just so damn irritated and for no particular reason. Ugh! And of course that just makes EVERYTHING suck. I just want to punch...
- So far everyone seems to be from the US or Europe. Am I the only person here who resides in the WIndies?
- Ok, I dunno what the heck to call it but it happened again. One minute I'm looking at the breakfast menu the next I am totally lost as to where I am or who I am and I felt like I was outside of my body watching myself. Horrid feeling. Luckily the...
- I just read a blog entry about BP myths and the author asked which myth you'd like to dispel so now I'm throwing it out to you guys. For me I want to dispel the myth that it's something you can just get over. Hello, no one tells cancer patients to...
- Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! Hope you're all doing great. I am :-) so I'm gonna enjoy my good day(s) for as long as possible and spread some good cheer with my favouritest people in the world... You guys! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cAShaI2vgV8
- I saw this article and thought you guys would find it interesting. Especially those with furry little friends. http://ndsmcobserver.com/2015/02/service-dog-helps-treat-mental-illness/
- I had an appt with my pdoc today. I told her about how nauseous the Prozac makes me and she suggested taking a break from them for about a month. Frankly I think that's insane. My lows are so low I can barely breathe. Right now I'm in bed wanting to...
- Got home last night and barely got any sleep. Went to church this morning and now I'm at my cousin's house. It seems everyone's still in shock. Something tells me it won't sink in until after the funeral tomorrow. We're all just randomly bursting...
- Mum messaged me and said they were taking my cousin to the hospital cos she couldn't breathe. She was ill and it worsened her asthma which was already pretty bad. And now she's gone. Just like that. At 11. Dead.