iam30113
Status: New year, new decisions
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- I thought the whole point of anti-depressants was to keep depression a-bay. Well either this one aint working or the dosage aint strong enough. Then again, it is a once a week thing but I was told it would be in my system for 5-7 days. Took it...
- I have a paper due tomorrow and I've been sitting here trying to do it but I just can't. My brain isn't ticking like it used to. Then I tried writing the synopsis for my movie and I just went blank. What' going on with my brain? I can't focus or...
- So I was put in a very tough spot today. I had to pitch my script idea to my film instructors and i had not come up with anything I liked as yet... Desperation pushed me to share a diary entry and surprise, surprise- they loved it. So now the movie...
- I'm gathering info for a research proposal I have to hand in soon and using the noise from the tele to keep me up. Plan to look at the contribution of social media to the social development or development of a good self-esteem in Jamaican teens....
- This was my first real job, the first pay cheque I got came from this office and now I'm leaving... It feels kinda strange- I can always come visit but it won't be the same. I turned my alarms off this morning- no need to wake up at 6:40 since...
- http://www.bphope.com/bphopeblog/post/Jail-is-the-New-Institutions.aspx
- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WSUFzC6_fp8This is me in the office today. I looooove Christmas. It really is the most wonderful time of the year. My family doesn't really celebrate it for religious reason but I love me some Christmas. Everybody just...
- I'm going back. Already took my once a week AD and my other meds are not for depression so I guess I just have to distract myself and try to slow the train down. Wish me luck and stuff.
- Just a random question. Do you think as a child you were... a little off? I know I was a lot different than kids my age. To be honest, if I didn't have an MI now it'd be a miracle. I saw things, heard things, went through a lot of trauma that made...
- I'm trying to depict the good, the bad and in between of our disorder in a 5 minute short film and I seriously don't know how I'm going to do that. It's hard enough trying to explain it to someone- how am I going to write it into a script? Oh boy.
- I hate it now. It was never fun or very interesting but at one point I kinda liked it. Now I just hate it and it feels like it's sucking my energy. I don't want to go to work in the morning, I spend most of the time watching the clock and thinking...
- I'm writing a script for a short film- finally finishing film class. Yaay. The theme/topic/subject/whatever is 'At the Drop of a Hat'. I want it to be about mental illnesses but I am at a loss as to how to incorporate the theme and MIs. Help?
- So I took 20 mgs of Florentine yesterday and now I'm feeling pretty hypo. I dunno if it's the AD or just me. Is it too soon to tell? I don't think I can go to class. I am soooo pumped. I can't even tell you how quickly I got my paper done. I wrote...
- I've never posted here before. Iam my user name, let's leave it at that. For now my dx is cyclothymia comorbid bpd and naturally ADHD is in the mix. Well right now I wish it wasn't. I'm pulling an all nighter to get an assignment done for 11...
- I know I shouldn't do this. It usually pushes me towards a hypo state but I have an assignment due in the morning that is nowhere near completed. Worse, it's a group project so I have to make extra effort. I've been so busy with other stuff and so...