iam30113
Status: New year, new decisions
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- Just randomly felt like doing this and I did. OMG. Crazy.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hcZ1g-5CVGQ
- I'm way up hiiiigh and I don't wanna come down. Yippeeeee! I don't know if this is full blown mania. If it is my diagnosis might change cos I'm supposed to have hypo, not mania- ya know? I've been up since about last Wednesday and I keep getting...
- I'm way up hiiiigh and I don't wanna come down. Yippeeeee! I don't know if this is full blown mania. If it is my diagnosis might change cos I'm supposed to have hypo, not mania- ya know? I've been up since about last Wednesday and I keep getting...
- I feel like I'm trapped inside of my body. Like I need to tear out of my skin. It feels like a tight annoying body suit right now. Christ. I need to get out! It's suffocating me.
- I've been hypo for a few days and I think I might have pushed it a bit with the drugs and booze. Got high again last night and had an energy drink before bed. Woke up this morning and had two cups of really strong coffee. Now I feel like I'm on top...
- A friend of mine called and said to get dressed- we're going out in an hour. I am so nervous but he's right, I need to get out of the house. Usually I have to plan at least a week in advance before going out. Should I? Or should I not? I haven't...
- I went to a health fair today and found out my BMI is 17.2. I have 12.5% body fat. The doctor actually asked if I have an eating disorder. It was kinda embarrassing especially since this is the first time in years I've been eating regularly and...
- I thought I was dying last night. No exaggeration. I was up watching tv until two and feeling quite find but a little sleepy- as expected. I decided to call it a night and just hit the bed. I got into bed and realized I was feeling a bit chilly so I...
- I call it brain farting for no good reason. Lately I have been having extreme difficult concentrating and focusing. I've also found spelling simple words to be a great challenge and I'm a pretty good speller thanks to my 'obsession' with proper...
- After a long, rough day I'm spending some down time watching a Harry Potter marathon- all weekend long. Perhaps one of the easiest ways to cheer myself up is to lose myself in a fantasy world so this is perfect. I went to work irritated and...
- I'm already in a bit of a dark place, kinda feeling depressed and I can feel paranoia creeping up on me. Woke up exhausted, realized my battery was dead which doesn't make any sense since it was almost fully charged 6 hours before and I wasn't using...
- Even before I was diagnosed as BP I've had my mind against the thought of having kids. I don't think I have the mum gene at all. Now knowing I have this condition makes it worse. I don't deal with stress very well, I'm not exactly reliable, kids...
- Stumbled upon this while I was checking out yoga techniques that might help my BP:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T8qRcHfZsl0What do you guys think?
- I can hear Depression on my doorstep beating down the very thin barrier of happiness I have up. I'm trying to hold it up but... I don't think I can. Feel like crying myself to sleep. Hope my pillows are thirsty.
- I went to the bank to lodge a cheque- for the first time, and I was so nervous. I was just lodging a cheque! My hands were shaking, I was feeling all jittery, my heart was pounding and I kept double checking to make sure I wrote the information...