Ok so first off I want to say that I am sorry you are so depressed. I think you made a good choice by staying in today so you can focus on yourself and feeling better. I also think that one of your ideas is a good one. Adopting a puppy is a great idea! Pets provide us so much love and companionship. I think you should go to the hospital if you are leaning more towards wanting to die. But if you can try to remember that you are loved here and have purpose in life and we dont want to you to go anywhere then you can focus on feeling better and getting a puppy would be good. BTW I have to say the book title made me lol. I know this is not appropriate but I had to tell you. I hope you feel better. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel I hope you see it soon. Hugs to you.

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Sorry you're feeling so low. A day of rest at home is allowed!! Sending good thoughts your way...

I have to get permission from my landlady and i'm afraid if she says no I won't take it well.

If you think you might have to go into the hospital sweetie now isn't the time to get a puppy... They are a huge responsibility.... Constantly into nonsense
Please reach out for the help that you need... It's there for you and so is stability... Big hug...xo

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I am sorry you are feeling down and depressed. I hope you can find something workable to lift you up. I know it's easier said than done as I know it's something I have to deal with too.
A puppy sounds wonderful but maybe as SunCloud said - save that for a time when you are feeling like you can handle the responsibility.
I hope you have a better day.
Peace,
MM

I'm so sorry about your depression. I think a puppy would be nice, but not right now.
I usually just live in bed when I'm depressed. After a few days I see a glimmer of hope and I get a bit of energy.
Just be good to yourself. And if you feel a need to go to the hospital, do it. Don't wait too long to find relief.

I would read that book. Im sure there would be some dark humor mixed in with everything else. Seriously though, please take care of yourself. Go to the hospital, adopt a puppy, etc. Nothing permanent though. People care and want to see you feeling better. May I suggest adopting a cat instead. I love all animals but decided on a cat because they are easier to take care of and in my constantly changing moods I thought that would be best. I have a friend and he takes care of himself mostly. Hope the day inside makes you feel a little better.

Maybe I'll write it. I've been sleeping most of the day- still feel like crap. I'd get a cat but I think the people I live with are allergic.