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i am starting over again at 66 and believe me it can be very scary.I start work on Friday and Icannot wait.It is wonderful to work again and make money and having it and I thank all of you who have...

I am trying to forget after 4 years and it is so hard.I have been crying every single day and I dont know what to do and I am so alone.Noone knows that pain I am going through.A great deal of people...

I am trying to forget about Brad...but it has been extremely difficult for me.At the present time I have got noone to talk to and the people who I ahve known since 1995 have either left...

I have been reborn and I feel so much better.I realize now that certain people used me and they did not love me.It is hard to accept.I gave that guy my all.I was always there for him and what does he...

I can write this column because all of the anger is gone.On August 12th,2013....my house was broken into.The thieves took my laptop,a DVD,a pin,some cash and they left my checks alone still in all I...

Ihave decided to move on and move on I am doing.I am taking customer service training at Goodwill in seattle which is a 8 week course and i hope to be working soon.It has been hard but I do know in...

 I am writing this new entry to let everyone know that I am out of mourning.It has been a veryrough 4 years,,but thourght the wonderful people here I have made it.My life has just began and i am...

I have decided to come out of mourning.It will be4 years and 4 years is enough.I will be so busy with The Toastmasters during the month of Feburary that I wont have the time to be so dejected and...

My first speech for Toastmasters will be on Tuesday the 22nd of January.I cant wait to come out of my shadow and talk.I have realized you must reach out and talk and try to commuincate with people.If...

I will be making my first speech on 1/22/2013 and it will be my first appearance since the death of Brad.I have to move on and use what ever time I have to help women who are in these so called happy...

I worked the xmas holidays and was a bell ringer for the salvation army.I( worked long and hard hours.I am a good worker.I work under the most strenouse conditions.We work in wind and rain.We also...

It has been 3 years and i still have the pain and noone not even my best friend truly understands.Brad committted suicide and I was the one who found his body and it was very gruesome and people...

It has been 3 years and i still have the pain and noone not even my best friend truly understands.Brad committted suicide and I was the one who found his body and it was very gruesome and people...

®I am so angry at this point.I ahve realized that Brad used me for my the money that I won and was always crying wolf.Why was I so stupid? Couldnt I have seen it? Why does it have to happen to me a...

I am finally free.This is the happiest time of my life and i am not going out with anybody and I realize that I dont need a man to be happy and men do not satisfy me and I dont need protection or...