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Brads death has hit me hard and i am finding new ways to get around it.Number one I am eating better.I now eat three meals a day.I am getting food stamps now because my income is  low.Everybody...

it was 20 months since I lost Brad and i am discovering who my real friends are.And It is very,very lonely at the top.I feel so abandoned and i have  got really noone to talk to.This is because...

Βwhy am I still choked with emotion? It has been 20 months!But the emotion of seeing Brad dead and seeing the police put him in that bag will always be part of me> I miss Brad.We were not getting...

On Saturday the 22nd of January it will be 20 months since I Lost Brad and for 20 months I had nothing b ut problems and now I believe they are ceasing.I have someone who is going to sublet my garage...

On the 22nd of December it was 19 months that I found my Brad.It was a very gruesome sight and I will never forget it.These 19 months have been one of growth for me and i realize that I must go...

 This journal will make other people mad and I expect a lot of flak.But the other woman who Brad was seeing to me is responbile for his death.When I met Brad,all he did was talk about her and he...

♦ it will be 18 months on the 22nd of November that myBrad took his life.It has been nothing but trauma for me and I cant seem to forget it.Finding him was the most and most horrible day of my...

♦ it will be 18 months on the 22nd of November that myBrad took his life.It has been nothing but trauma for me and I cant seem to forget it.Finding him was the most and most horrible day of my...

I am writing this painful journal to let everyone know that I still love Brad.We were togther for 12 and half years and some of them were good.but for the past three years Brad actions towards me...

On the 22nd of September it will be 16  months that my Brad took his life.And i am in so much pain I am hurting also.And all of the therapies that have been recommended simply do not help.I feel so...

Friday was August 27th.It was the 25th anniversay of the death of my doctor...the honorable Dr.Floyd Fortuin.Dr. Fortuin guided me for 23 years and I am so much better all because of him.He died of a...

 The anniversay of Brads death is coming up on Sunday the 22nd of August and already i feel so out of it.It was such a shock to me and I will never forget his final act.Brad died in my arms and I...

On July 22nd,it was 14 months since Brad took his life.And to me it has been a nightmare.YOu see every day I ask the question why.At the time of his death,Brad was making 45,000 a year which is good...

 ß today is June 29th,2010 and I made it.I am now selling the homeless paper in seattle and I havent told anyone.I did not make much money today.It is like a business.The more papers you sell,the...

ß Tuesday it will be 13 months that I lost my Brad.And what a month it was! I have grown as a person and have developed new interests.Not friends.Interests such as opera and trvel.I never had thse...