it will be 4 years..soon.by vader

I worked the xmas holidays and was a bell ringer for the salvation army.I( worked long and hard hours.I am a good worker.I work under the most strenouse conditions.We work in wind and rain.We also work in snow and we work when it is so cold and we must stand there for at least 7 hours.The stories that I heard this year have been tragic.We must learn to open up to one another and we must learn to accept people as there selves.If we helped like we did 5o years ago....the tragic shootings in Aurora Colorado would not have happened.I am bi polar also and it is hard at the present moment to even get a job..but I know what it is like to be and feel different.I am so alone.Being alone is not so bad....I feel lucky that i can enjoy it and I do wish people would understand us bi polar people as people instead of freaks.Then James Holmes the Coloroado shooter wouldnt have done it.That is all i will say.