I have decided to come out of mourning

I have decided to come out of mourning.It will be4 years and 4 years is enough.I will be so busy with The Toastmasters during the month of Feburary that I wont have the time to be so dejected and sad.Things happen for a reason and now I know is that Brad is in a better place and I must rejoice at the fact that he is and things are getting so much better for me and I am also singing again and tonight I am going to sing karaoke.Life is for the living...not the dead.We must learn to accept the good with the bad and i am so glad that I have learned this lesson.All I can say is God Bless.