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It is January 2010.I finally made it.Soon it will be 8 months that I lost Brad and i am realizing that Brad planned all of this.Brad was having very severeproblems that he did not talk to me about.He...

the 7 months and christmas have come and gone.I was really good.but on christmas..i broke down and noone was here except my cats.Brad left me with limited funds and for the past several days.I have...

Tuesday it willb e 7 months that I lost Brad.Brad was all that I had and in the end we were not getting along.When he starts drinking,.he is unbearable and he knew it.I thin k that Brad wanted to die...

to all please do us in this emotional pain after a suicide..please let the grieving grieve.it is not necessary to call me every day,to ask how I am doing.It is not necessary to bring some of the most...

Why cant people let me grieve? I am getting sick and tired of being reminded how bad i look.To the ignorant people who commented...this is the story.I found Brad on the grass at our house on May...

I have got the holiday blues and they sure are awful.This awful feeling just wont go away and my medication isnt helping.I passed out from the medication and blacked out on my bed.When I awoke,my...

On November 1st,2009 it was 22 years that I lost my sainted father.I lost my father at the age of 40.He died one month after my birthday.He came home from the hospital and he died in my arms and it...

why cant women truly have friends? I know that this is going to be a bit ornery,but havesnt anyone noticed that when a group of men go out(even to have a pizza) MEN HAVE FUN AND I AM JEALOUS! Why...

The concilosr wants me to have a roommmate and I am sharing with all of you..Mine is no longer with me...she turned out to be a nightmare.Let me tell the story...I have got 2 cats,.Kramer is 11 and...

Itn will be 5 months on the 22nd of October but I have forgiven Brad.I am finding out that Brad was a man of secrets and these secrets he didnt want me to find out.Rather for not for me not to get...

Why do people shy away from us survivors of suicide? It is because it is a taboo? Is it because noone wants to talk about it? When will all of this nonsense stop and people start talking to each...

The minister contacted me one week after the death of Brad.As usual,he was his old obnoxious self."Just what did you do.?" he asked,Well here is my reply...i didnt do anything and i happen to resent...

i have got a question that has been haunting me.Why do people commit suicide? Brad had everything to live for and things were going to turn around for him...but like all men Brad was...

Tomorrow it will be 3 months that I lost Brad and everyday I am wondering.What did I do wrong? The day before this happened,we were reallytalking and laughing...our problems were decreasing.The cats...

why are all married men hanging out at single bars and dances? Isnt it bad enough that we  are put through the adventures of Jon And Kate with their 8children and we have to suffer to see them.The...