vader

On November 1st,2009 it was 22 years that I lost my sainted father.I lost my father at the age of 40.He died one month after my birthday.He came home from the hospital and he died in my arms and it...

why cant women truly have friends? I know that this is going to be a bit ornery,but havesnt anyone noticed that when a group of men go out(even to have a pizza) MEN HAVE FUN AND I AM JEALOUS! Why...

The concilosr wants me to have a roommmate and I am sharing with all of you..Mine is no longer with me...she turned out to be a nightmare.Let me tell the story...I have got 2 cats,.Kramer is 11 and...

Itn will be 5 months on the 22nd of October but I have forgiven Brad.I am finding out that Brad was a man of secrets and these secrets he didnt want me to find out.Rather for not for me not to get...

Why do people shy away from us survivors of suicide? It is because it is a taboo? Is it because noone wants to talk about it? When will all of this nonsense stop and people start talking to each...

The minister contacted me one week after the death of Brad.As usual,he was his old obnoxious self."Just what did you do.?" he asked,Well here is my reply...i didnt do anything and i happen to resent...

i have got a question that has been haunting me.Why do people commit suicide? Brad had everything to live for and things were going to turn around for him...but like all men Brad was...

Tomorrow it will be 3 months that I lost Brad and everyday I am wondering.What did I do wrong? The day before this happened,we were reallytalking and laughing...our problems were decreasing.The cats...

why are all married men hanging out at single bars and dances? Isnt it bad enough that we  are put through the adventures of Jon And Kate with their 8children and we have to suffer to see them.The...

I started a new life today.All of the bills are now in my name and I closed all of Brads accounts.I am getting swamped with Brads bills and I am sorry kiddies...I am not responbilse for them.He made...

Brad lied to me for 12 and half years and his lies are growing.I found out that some of the stories that he told me for years simply were not true.He told me repeatedly about an abusethat happened in...

Today is Friday....July 24th and today we all say goodbye to Brad.We are allin shock.His sister is having money problems also.She cant afford to pay the bills and i am a bit worried.Brad went thru a...

Yesterday the priest saw me and told me that I was angry and not to let the memory of brad fade.He told me to grieve at least 6 months and to end my grieving on my birthday.Yesterday i came home and...

I have decided to 7/24/09 that I am going to say goodbye to Brad for good.I will never forget Brad..but I must move on and the guilt is still overwhelming me and I must snap out of this depression.I...

I will try again as I am having trouble with my computer again.On the 24th of July..I am saving goodbye to Brad.This will be my final goodbye and this will be permanent.Brads ashes will be put in...