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I started a new life today.All of the bills are now in my name and I closed all of Brads accounts.I am getting swamped with Brads bills and I am sorry kiddies...I am not responbilse for them.He made...
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Brad lied to me for 12 and half years and his lies are growing.I found out that some of the stories that he told me for years simply were not true.He told me repeatedly about an abusethat happened in...
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Today is Friday....July 24th and today we all say goodbye to Brad.We are allin shock.His sister is having money problems also.She cant afford to pay the bills and i am a bit worried.Brad went thru a...
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Yesterday the priest saw me and told me that I was angry and not to let the memory of brad fade.He told me to grieve at least 6 months and to end my grieving on my birthday.Yesterday i came home and...
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I have decided to 7/24/09 that I am going to say goodbye to Brad for good.I will never forget Brad..but I must move on and the guilt is still overwhelming me and I must snap out of this depression.I...
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I will try again as I am having trouble with my computer again.On the 24th of July..I am saving goodbye to Brad.This will be my final goodbye and this will be permanent.Brads ashes will be put in...
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The late great John Lennon before he died had a fantastic album.It was called Double Fantasy.It was his best and last.One of the songs that John wrote was Startin Over and this is what I intend to...
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The service for Brad will be held of 7/24/09.It will be held at 300 in the afternood and after the service...Brads ashes will be put by Brads father.It will be emotional for me.I was with Brad from...
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Friday it will be six weeks since I lost Brad.And Tuesday...I make my presentation and I am a bit nervous.I havent done public speaking in ages but I am going to rehearse.I usually hide on this...
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The date was July 18th,2004.It was a sunday.What was unusual Frank my brother called me and he usually does call me on Tuesday.This day was special.It was the last time that I spoke to Frank and I...
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On 5/22/09...my boyfriend Brad committed suicide.I found his body in our yard.He slit his wrists and that sob planned all of this and I just cant forgive him for it.He knew for 4 months that Stanley...
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The battle is over.The mind has spoken and i am totally free.I am doing things now and i feel so much better.And it starts with one dose of this remarkable pill that has saved my life and i will...
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The battle is over.The mind has spoken and i am totally free.I am doing things now and i feel so much better.And it starts with one dose of this remarkable pill that has saved my life and i will...
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I have beaten Mental Illness.It took me a long time.I got sick in 1962 at the age of 14 and it has been a long road to hell.During all this time..My father was by my side and he believed that the day...
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II have beaten Mental Illness and for the first time since 1962...i feel wonderful.No longer do i get up and cry.I want to live.I want to do the things that I couldnt do and i want to do them as soon...
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