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I have done it.I sang today and have been singing for at least 10 minutes a day.My  voice still sounds good and I do feel wonderful and remember to all that life begins at 60.

Before he died...Frank asked me to lea ve Brad and i asked him why.Sis...every 5 years when you are an alcoholic you suffer a relapse.He is much bigger then you and I can see that he is avery...

The curse is over.i have beaten it.i have beaten the nausea and all of the silly nightmares.I have beaten all of my silly fears.i have beaten the endless crying stints and i have beaten it..I am on...

MENTAL ILLNESS IS SUCH A STIGMA WHEN TI COMES TO A DISEASE.PEOPLE LOOK AT YOU AS IF YOU HAVE COOTIES..No one understands what it is like to have it.Noone will ever.i got sick in q1962...I was 14 and...

I have beatne Mental Illness and for the first time since 1962...i feel alive.I dont wake up in the morning thinking something bad is going to happen.And i have stopped dreaming of spiders..I no...

THIS ENTRY IS PART 2 and I will continue to write.I will continue to pour out my heart for I have done something what I wanted to do at 61...I have beaten Mental Illness.And with this new...

This journal story has taken me 1962 to 2009 to write.But Now I can shout it from the root tops.I can say I have done it.I can say that life begins at 61 for I HAVE BEATEN MENTAL ILLNESS.I HAVE...

As a little girl..I had a favorite actress.She died in 1962.Her name was Marilyn Monroe and no matter what has been written or sick..I do believe if she lived now...that she would be able to get the...

This new medication that has been advertised for bi polar disorder is just great.I feel after 40 years absolutely wondereful and I dont feel so disjointed.Noone really understands bi-polar disorder...

With all that has happened people are still talking about love and marriage.And I want to know why...Brad and I have been together for 13 years and it has been one big mistake.If I were 20 years...

I have got Bi Polar disorder.It is Bi Polar number 2.It is associated with mani and I have been doing a great deal of shopping.I am not any medication..but I am spending a great deal of money and I...

The doctor told me that I was bi polar and I had bi polar two.Bi-polar 2 is when you have mania and you do a great deal of things.I have been doing certain things every day and I am trying not to...

I always call my other brother on Tuesday.I like Tuesday and frankly...I do prefer this day to be off.Monday can be a drag in seattle as nothing even some of the foods banks arent opened.The ones...

I have finally made it ad for this I am glad because this will be my year after all.As for me..I have decided to end Sandis friendship because this girl is really unbelieveable.She hasnt read a book...

I really want to sing but I cant.The lessons are very expensive here and i simply cant afford it.I have to take care of the house and cats. But today was special.Brad had to go to school and I am...