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I made a very painful decision today and it has been weighing on my heart.It has been in my soul for quite some time..and the decision is this..I am not going back to the choir and I will never sing...

I had to write this column because I have learned that my adoptive godfathers death could have prevented.It amazes me in this day and age with all of the advertising about mens health and those silly...

I had to write this column because I have learned that my adoptive godfathers death could have prevented.It amazes me in this day and age with all of the advertising about mens health and those silly...

I had to write this column because I have learned that my adoptive godfathers death could have prevented.It amazes me in this day and age with all of the advertising about mens health and those silly...

this is a general update.I havent been writing in months.So much has happened but it is more for the better.The first piece of news is this.Brad has been sober for 3 months...It is remarkable that he...

Soon it will be five years that I lost my beloved brother and in this five years..I have found out first hand who my friends really are.I am so sorry my dears/....when a person dies...your friends...

Soon it will be five years that I lost my beloved brother and in this five years..I have found out first hand who my friends really are.I am so sorry my dears/....when a person dies...your friends...

Soon it will be five years that I lost my beloved brother and in this five years..I have found out first hand who my friends really are.I am so sorry my dears/....when a person dies...your friends...

Soon it will be five years that I lost my beloved brother and in this five years..I have found out first hand who my friends really are.I am so sorry my dears/....when a person dies...your friends...

Soon it will be five years that I lost my beloved brother and in this five years..I have found out first hand who my friends really are.I am so sorry my dears/....when a person dies...your friends...

the thought that Brad did not love me has hurt me to the extreme.He was my rock for almost 13 years and to have him turn on me is just too much for me to take.I will always love Brad and it is not my...

 Love hurts and what hurts more is that the fact i am not girlfriend material and i never will be.I feel abandoned and i feel lost and I feel like noone will ever help or love me again.But I do feel...

many years ago I was supposed to be married.We were going to elope .I was 19 and he was 25.We were very much in love.But then something happened and it never was.Afew years passed and much to my...

I realize now that Brad in his own tortured way was begging for help.But I also realize at the end Brad did not love me and when I realized this..I felt so much better.Love is so different for...

 Today Brad would have been 51 and this pain is growing.He is all I think about and where I am I cant get any help.If you are on a limited income in seattle,there is really no help available in...