I am feeling much better
I can write this column because all of the anger is gone.On August 12th,2013....my house was broken into.The thieves took my laptop,a DVD,a pin,some cash and they left my checks alone still in all I feel violated.Noone knows the emotional pain that I am going thru.Noone and it cant be resolved.Noone understands.They think that i Can forget about Brad and I just cant.He was my love.He was the love of my life and it turned into ashes.Noone will ever know the pain I am in.I have tried to forget about it...but I cannot.I can not talk abou it.Noone will listen and I try everyday to be nice and pleasant to everyone.All I can say is tha Nice Girls finish last a nd if I were a bad girl like the ones on tv and such..I would have everything.But I am not a bad girl and I refuse to act that way.All I want is the acceptance of Brads death and I want to move on,but I just cant.But I am feeling better.
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i sometimes don\'t like those words about moving on all i know after the loss of my mom I am moving thru it, its a lot easier for ME to say that. there\'s a book called Heaven (Touchpoints) a paperback, very comforting and helpful. i don\'t know if amazon carries it but on the randy alcorn blog/website and then go into his books, once you get that book, you\'ll see why and how it helps you out. tc